dear my beloved friend

mungkin sekarang kebersamaan yang kita miliki udah ga sebanyak dulu..
waktu mungkin mengubah segalanya..
tapi gw cuma ingin lu tahu..
bahwa selamanya lu seorang sahabat yang sangat berarti buat gw.
mungkin sekarang kita udah jarang banget ketemuu.
jarankkk bangett.. malah nyaris ga pernahh...
gw tahu betapa bodohnya gw menelantarkan sahabat sperti engkauu.
mungkin kita juga jarankkk contact"ann..
dan kita sama sama tahuu.
bahwa kita sekarang sibukkk bangett....
kadang pegen nelpon tiba" ada aja urusann.
kemarin pas abiz baca blog lu..
gw pegennnnn bangeddddd nelponn..
eh,malah gw harus pergiiii dan hp gw di charge d kamar..
so, paz gw uda mau nelpon uda jam 3.
dan gw tahu hari ini lu skul..
so,, ga jadi dehhh...
hari ini gw liburrr,, seandainya lu liburr
gw pengennnn bangedd jalan-jlan ama luu.
rasanya 36 jam aja ga cukup buad cerita segala yang uda terjadi di hidup gw belakangan ini..
kita uda bner bner jarankkk ngbrol stelah 2010..
rasanya kadanggg kangennn bangedd..
selain lu,,
gw belum nemuin, n gw ga yakin bisa nemuin..
seorang sahabat seperti lu lagii..
mungkinn sekarang gw kedengeran cengeng bangett..
tapii begitu gw baca tulisan lu yang.



Dear my best friend..
meskipun lu ga bales sms gw, tapi gw tau lu uda buka blog gw dan uda baca postingan gw yang buat lu.. thanks yaa.. gw tau karna gw liat nama blog lu tiba tiba ganti.. dan gw juga uda baca tulisan lu.. ^^ i love you friend :)


rasanya detik itu juga air mata gw mau tumpahh..
gw sadarrr betapa gw melupakan luu..
gw ga pernah ada waktuu lagi buat luu.
mungkin sometimes lu need gw,tapi di saat itu gw ga ada..
i'm sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyy.........

mungkin hal hal yang bener pernah bikin qta hancur dah lewat..
lu sekarang m cwok lu uda adem ayemm..
gw juga sekarang lagi sibuk beradaptasi sama dunia gw yang baruu,,
yang bener" nyita waktuu..
kadang gw ngerasa 24 jam dalam 1 hari aja ga cukupp. ahhaa..
uda ga pernah k mal,jalan" kyak dulu.. ahahha..


and maybe last words yang pengen gw tulis cuma kata kata basii..
tapi percaya bahwa ini bukan hal yang basii..

thx, uda selalu dukung n percaya m gw..
gw bner" beruntung punya sahabat kyak luu..


thx for everything you've done for me..
^.^

tepat 1 hari setelah hari kasih sayang..
aku membukaaa lagi sebuah lembaran yang telah lama tertutup..
sebuah dunia hitam di atas putih yang telah lama kulupakan..
walau kini lembaran itu berbau usang..
aku tetap membukaaa..
hanya ada 1 tujuan yang ku inginkann..
aku ingin kembali ke duniaaku di sana..
dimana segala rengsa,nista kuukir di dlamnya.

mungkin disini hanya ada kata kata sederhana..
sebuah bahasa yang tak semerdu kicau burung..
aku mungkin telah lupa bagaimana mengukir kata-kata indah..
menjadi sebuah rangkaian bunga semerbak.
tapi aku ingin mencobaa..
kembali memupuk semua kenangan itu..
1dunia yang tlah berhenti ku lakukan..
hanya karena lubang hitam yang sempat menyeretku masuk..

tapii kiniiiii,,
ada seorang gadis..
ada yang mengembalikan ingatanku..
akan 1 dunia dimana seharusnya aku beradaa..
meluruskan tanggung jawab tak tertulis..
dan menyambung 1 dunia yang telah terempas..

ada seorang sahabat,,
REVIKA MARVELLA VALIANTY..
yang mengingatkanku akan yang seharusnya aku lakukan..
bahwa inilah duniaku..
menulisss,menuliss,,dan menulissss..


rasa terima kasih itu tak henti ingin kuucapkan..
karena dirimu,,,,,
kini aku bangkit dari masa tidurkuu..
dan terbangunn untuk menelusuri dunia dimana seharusnya aku beradaaa..

kasih itu mungkin tak bisa diukirkan dengan kata-kata..
sebab bahasa dan kata-kata adalah terbatas..
tapi kasih tidaklah terbatas..
keterbatasan bahasa menjadikan segalanya sulit diungkapkan..
tapi dapat dijelmakan dalam bahasa batin..

dan kinii,,,
tepat 1 hari setelah hari kasih sayang,,
aku ingin mengucapkann..

HAPPY VALENTINE, REVIKAAAAA..






tatha.hachi.88

melupakan

mungkin rasanya uda lama bangedd.
gw lupa n ninggalin ini blog.
ampe terlantar.....
dan kini gw kembali ke sini...
karna seorang sahabat yang menyadarkan gw.
walau dunia yg gw jalani sekarang mungkin uda ga sama kya yg dlu gw jalanin.
tpi gw masih ttep gw.
bukan sebagai seorang camel maupun lia atopun tatha..
tpi sebagai diri gw sendiri..
aku yg adalah aku.
sebagaimana aku ada.
sebagaimana dunia ada untukku..
dan mungkin di tengah kesibukan ini gw mencoba kembali nulisin dunia gw disini.
thx buad Revika,,my beloved friends..
u show me what i forgot..

2009. 2010.

the time goes on.
now, the times to say goodbye for everything that we have done.
thx for make me smile in this year..
we must say goodbye to 2009.
because 2010 already waiting us.
2009 now become a history.
meet and say goodbye is a thing that unavoidable.
and we must say thx to God.
day by day.
months by months.
years by years.
we must sacrifice a small things for a great things.
because in this life we can't do a great things.
we just can do a small things with a great love.
everyone now can make a new dreams.
as high as they can.
believe in a big expectation.
a new hopes.
for do a better things in 2010.
we must worship God, we must surrender everythings to His hands.
Into His hands,He holds us in a right way.
because He always give the best for us.
eveythings gonna be alright.
and finally,,
He pick up our burden and tears.

now, i just wanna say.
Happy New Year 2010.



may God bless you....





~tatha.hachi~

quotes

In this life we cannot do great things. We can only do small things with great love.
Mother Teresa

Intense love does not measure, it just gives.
Mother Teresa

It is a kingly act to assist the fallen.
Mother Teresa

It is a poverty to decide that a child must die so that you may live as you wish.
Mother Teresa

It is impossible to walk rapidly and be unhappy.
Mother Teresa

It is not the magnitude of our actions but the amount of love that is put into them that matters.
Mother Teresa

Jesus said love one another. He didn't say love the whole world.
Mother Teresa

Joy is a net of love by which you can catch souls.
Mother Teresa

Kind words can be short and easy to speak, but their echoes are truly endless.
Mother Teresa

Let us always meet each other with smile, for the smile is the beginning of love.
Mother Teresa

Let us more and more insist on raising funds of love, of kindness, of understanding, of peace. Money will come if we seek first the Kingdom of God - the rest will be given.
Mother Teresa

Let us not be satisfied with just giving money. Money is not enough, money can be got, but they need your hearts to love them. So, spread your love everywhere you go.
Mother Teresa

Let us touch the dying, the poor, the lonely and the unwanted according to the graces we have received and let us not be ashamed or slow to do the humble work.
Mother Teresa

Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty.
Mother Teresa

Loneliness is the most terrible poverty.
Mother Teresa

Love begins at home, and it is not how much we do... but how much love we put in that action.
Mother Teresa

Love begins by taking care of the closest ones - the ones at home.
Mother Teresa

Love is a fruit in season at all times, and within reach of every hand.
Mother Teresa

Many people mistake our work for our vocation. Our vocation is the love of Jesus.
Mother Teresa

One of the greatest diseases is to be nobody to anybody.
Mother Teresa

untitled

I know you'll be mad at me.
I know you are disappointed at all.
But, we already make a decision.
That talk about us, about you'll not angry.
And then,,
why you still mad at me?
I already said a thousand words.
You ignore it.

You can ask me a million questions.

But, please talk at me.

Don’t kept silence.

It makes me feel uncomfortable.

I regret at all.

But, it already did.

That happened past away.

And what should I say to you?

To make us be a friend again?

You can ask me a million questions.

But don’t act like this.

You say everyone is sucks.

You can’t trust anyone.

But, when you still live,

You need someone in your live.

You can’t do anything individually.

If I could stop the time,

Turn the time to yesterday.

I’ll not tell you about what happened in the past.

I'm sorry at all.

~88~

abiz nangis ketawa

abiz ketawa jadi nangis hha.
lucu yah. tpi itu sering banget aku alami.
abiz ketawa kocak kocaknya malah menyisahkan kepahitan.
dan semua itu bermula dari 1nama dan berakhir dari 1nama.
nama yang selalu menghakimi diri ini.
nama yang selalu membunuh diri ini.
mengapa setiap kebahagiaan yang baru kurasakan sekian detik.
harus menjadi duka yang berlarut larut.

my secret

everyday i kept that secret.
to make u always near to me.
and went the time has come.
i must explain it to you.
when i explain.
you go far away from me.
you leave me here,
without say anything.
make me always think about you.
about my chosen that it's wrong.
i know my false.
i know how it's important to you.
but,when the time goes by
everything has change.
and i don't know.
why half of my heart ask me to do that.
something that make u angry.
and now,i only have one question.
that u still mad at me?