Selasa, 04 Januari 2011

aku menelantarkan dunia dan mimpiku.
menyerahkan sebuah kehidupan yang awalnya adalah millikku.
aku bukan seorang penyair atau penyastra dengan bakat alami.
tapi aku pernah mencobanya untuk masuk ke dalam sudut tak terjangkau tersebut.
dan kini aku kembali hidup meninggalkannya bak mimpi di kala fajar tiba.
aku terbangun dan menaungi kehidupan yang sejak awal adalah sebuah takdir.

ketika aku bertanya pada diri sendiri, inikah yang diri ini inginkan.
sebagian kisah menyiratkan bahwa sebelum ada di dunia ini, manusia pernah ada di sini sebelumnya.
manusia memiliki rotasi 2500 tahun seperti kalanya bintang.

dan ketika aku bangun dan menyadari bahwa aku menginginkan sesuatu, aku larut dan tertidur dalam bayang itu hingga aku lupa cara untuk hidup.
kini aku hidup dalam mimpi dan tertidur dalam mimpi tanpa tahu bagaimana harus kembali hidup.

I miss you again just like it's yesterday

My desire to see you just won't disappear

You just keep appearing in my mind

The more I comfort myself, the more I cry

Even if I rub away those tears secretly

The memories spreading to other memories

Making me cry with pain

I regret that I've only received

Will you forget me because I haven't given you anything

I love you, I love you

This is what I learned from you

Out of all the words and phrases in the world

This has become my favorite phrase

I mutter it to myself, as if I were stupid

I'm really, I'm

I'm for these words that are too late

I wait for you without a sense of honor

will you return tomorrow by chance.


I was a fool.
My regrets were too late too. I know that it can't be turned back.
I know that I can't see you too.
I was so wrong, I'm so sorry.
I didn't get to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry

I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myself with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.

Don't be like that, think about it.
Think about what it took us to get here
Think about it again, you're going to regret it.
I was so wrong, I'm really sorry
I didn't get a chance to say then, instead I was just being rotten.
So I'm here now pleading for forgiveness with worry

I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myeslf with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.

I can't live a moment without you.
I still cry even no matter how I drink or if I cut my hair.

I'm a fool
Because of my pride I'm ruining myself with alcohol
and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
I cry my eyes out all day because I still love you
You and I, we both are like fools.

Don't ruin yourself anymore..