you all isn't my destiny.

well...

it's not easy to broke someone life when you know how precious they're.

so i decided to leave when the day has come.

don't get it the wrong way, i'm not someone that like to leave someone.

but i have my own reasons for what i choose, a reasons that can't be explain in a word.

the things i know that you can get someone better than me.

cause i can't give you the kind of friendship that you've been searching all these times.

i'm not the one who can wipe your tears away through good and bad times.

you shouldn't be with me, i become a real jerk whenever you near me.

there always must be a reason why i'm alone these times cause i'm comfortable that way.

meet and say goodbye it's a thing that unavoidable, so let it be.

i want to be someone that always be there,

but for some reasons i knew i could never be that person for you.

i won't cry because it came to an end, but i will smile because it happened.

i may shed a tear for today for the friendship that you and i can't have.

a friendship that must have an ending.

your happiness is my only consideration and that's the real reason why i have to let you go.

cause i know that you can't be with me.

you can get someone better than me, someone that always be there to make you smile and wipe your tears.

and you know it couldn't be me.

i'm giving up before it's too late..

before time shout in your ears that you can't be with me anymore.

thank you for make me understand the thing call " friendship"

for make me learn and know that friendship is true.

just hope you'll still be with me in the time i left.

tathahachi

the greatest liar..

"joker"

how 'bout if i'm not the hero, but the bad guy?

how 'bout if i'm not the batman, but the joker?

they said there's no bad guys in this world.

there always be a light in a stormy days.

even a bad guy, they still have a kind of love.

but how 'bout if i'm really really a terrible bad guy like joker.

that always be a liar till death.

cause i am always smile to anyone and anywhere.

even thou i'm hurting inside.

smile is the greatest liar.

smile is the way to hide a pain and tears.

smile is also a burden.

just keep silence and keep everything's inside.

be a liar that say i'm happy, but it all just a lie.

and always think that

1.something's better left unspoken.

2.silence is golden.

when the problem disappear and time fix everything's so everything's be alright, am i still be here??

sometimes it feels no one understand.

hahha..

they all now belongs to me? why? cause here i'm the hero? or cause i'm the only one who can wipe their tears?

did they ever think what i'm thinking about when i saw them in a distance, far far away..

maybe their body just in front of me.

but their soul never be mine.

cause i am someone that just be here to sit and listen to them..

i am not the hero..

but even the bad guy, sometimes they need an ear.

yeah... right..

who i'm supposed to be with??

everything's never be the same anymore.

cause there no second chance.

if you ever broke it once and try to fix it.

it will be fix, but never be the same anymore..

just like what i'm dealing about.

i realize and finally see this world from other side..

that they're never be the same.

not me the only one who change, neither you.

but this world change and time won't fix it anymore..