abiz nangis ketawa

abiz ketawa jadi nangis hha.
lucu yah. tpi itu sering banget aku alami.
abiz ketawa kocak kocaknya malah menyisahkan kepahitan.
dan semua itu bermula dari 1nama dan berakhir dari 1nama.
nama yang selalu menghakimi diri ini.
nama yang selalu membunuh diri ini.
mengapa setiap kebahagiaan yang baru kurasakan sekian detik.
harus menjadi duka yang berlarut larut.

my secret

everyday i kept that secret.
to make u always near to me.
and went the time has come.
i must explain it to you.
when i explain.
you go far away from me.
you leave me here,
without say anything.
make me always think about you.
about my chosen that it's wrong.
i know my false.
i know how it's important to you.
but,when the time goes by
everything has change.
and i don't know.
why half of my heart ask me to do that.
something that make u angry.
and now,i only have one question.
that u still mad at me?