the greatest liar..

"joker"

how 'bout if i'm not the hero, but the bad guy?

how 'bout if i'm not the batman, but the joker?

they said there's no bad guys in this world.

there always be a light in a stormy days.

even a bad guy, they still have a kind of love.

but how 'bout if i'm really really a terrible bad guy like joker.

that always be a liar till death.

cause i am always smile to anyone and anywhere.

even thou i'm hurting inside.

smile is the greatest liar.

smile is the way to hide a pain and tears.

smile is also a burden.

just keep silence and keep everything's inside.

be a liar that say i'm happy, but it all just a lie.

and always think that

1.something's better left unspoken.

2.silence is golden.

when the problem disappear and time fix everything's so everything's be alright, am i still be here??

sometimes it feels no one understand.

hahha..

they all now belongs to me? why? cause here i'm the hero? or cause i'm the only one who can wipe their tears?

did they ever think what i'm thinking about when i saw them in a distance, far far away..

maybe their body just in front of me.

but their soul never be mine.

cause i am someone that just be here to sit and listen to them..

i am not the hero..

but even the bad guy, sometimes they need an ear.

yeah... right..

who i'm supposed to be with??

everything's never be the same anymore.

cause there no second chance.

if you ever broke it once and try to fix it.

it will be fix, but never be the same anymore..

just like what i'm dealing about.

i realize and finally see this world from other side..

that they're never be the same.

not me the only one who change, neither you.

but this world change and time won't fix it anymore..