my secret

everyday i kept that secret.
to make u always near to me.
and went the time has come.
i must explain it to you.
when i explain.
you go far away from me.
you leave me here,
without say anything.
make me always think about you.
about my chosen that it's wrong.
i know my false.
i know how it's important to you.
but,when the time goes by
everything has change.
and i don't know.
why half of my heart ask me to do that.
something that make u angry.
and now,i only have one question.
that u still mad at me?